About at Mamarati

About

I’m Stephanie. I’ve had a long life on the Internet and I’m trying to pull it all together here. Clean it up a little. Make it mine again.

Some of Me:

You know, one day, all those young folks that are on MySpace now are going to want jobs, relationships, mother-in-laws, etc. And they are going to grow up. And be different. And their MySpace pages and other fun… it’s all going to come back to haunt them. And that’s sad really, because we all go through this process. We aren’t all born as the creatures we become. And while the majority of people don’t “grow up” in such an exposed, public way, some of us choose to do so. And the blogosphere grows and grows, so it’s apparent that more and more people are choosing this way.

I have mixed feelings sometimes, about the time I’ve spent here, too. That it’s hard to be the person I am and look back on the person I was. It’s hard to have growth without that starting point… and all the points in between. They haven’t all been pretty. At any rate, shoot me if you don’t like that I sanitize things a bit, but this is my reality and I can play it out however I’d like.

That’s the joy of the blog. So… a fresh start or putting myself back together piece by piece in a calculated manner… I haven’t quite decided how to do it, but here I am, either way.

I probably don’t live the life that you do and if you don’t like what you see here, you’re certainly welcome to go away. If you are someone in my family, someone on my block, someone I once dated or was married to (or worse) or if you go to school with my kid, I would advise that you do just that. Get on. It can get ugly in here. And you’re such a high-minded individual, you wouldn’t want to subject yourself to all that, now would you?