Mamarati

I’m sort of reclining right now, you’d think that would be enough.

I was feeling fine this morning… a little tired since I didn’t sleep well, kept tossing and turning and all that… but now I am suddenly feeling different.

A little light-headed and sick to my stomach. Very tired like I just want to lay down.

It’s noon thirty, so I actually could lay down for a couple of hours and sleep before I pick Jacob up.

Despite the two cups of coffee I’ve already had this morning.

WTF?

I’m salivating a bit like I could vomit.

I haven’t had that in a long time. That hot flash…

Ugh.

What is going on? I felt fine just an hour ago. And I wanted to write about stuff…

dreams, video games, organization, spelling, weekend, rain, belated Carrabas vent…

well, I made it out of my room alive. rescued by a dog, will have to tell the story some time, but as is, I’m so tired, feel like I could actually fall asleep if I just laid down. Jacob has been dreaming very loudly all night, but they seem to be happy dreams. He’ll giggle and smile and then mumble really loud. ? Wonder what on earth could be going on inside his head.

Damn I want to write.

Very close to fruition on the new venture thing… can’t wait to have everything nicely squared away.

Work- boring today. So wasn’t focused… Guess from staying awake too late. It was almost 6am when I crashed. Just want to sleep…