Mamarati

My horoscope today:

“You are content today as you explore your feelings in the privacy of your own space. Emotional security is important to you now and you may be most satisfied wherever you are safe and sound. Once properly sheltered, you can travel anywhere you desire within the active thoughts of your imagination.”

Maybe that’s what I was doing last night when I was completely flipping out to my boyfriend about how much I hate the way everything is going right now. I mean, really, I think it all comes down to being tired and my time never being my own. It comes down to having a To Do list a mile long and none of the items on it are things I want to do. Some days I just want to lay down and sleep for like a week, I’m so f&*%$ tired. I just want some down time. And it kinda makes me a ball of rage now and again when it all builds up.

Of course, my handy dandy menstrual cycle widget says I’m going to start my period tomorrow… so that could have something to do with it as well. I just feel like I want to curl up with a big box of chocolates or a pint of ice cream and cry.

Instead, I am going to go take a bath and get all the oatmeal residue off me. Last night was an itchy allergy night and a mosquito got me on my foot and it was no bueno — swollen and red and itchy — so I took a Benadryl and an oatmeal bath. Then I am going to get caught up on my assignments for school.

And then… maybe brownies.