I’m back and whatnot at Mamarati

Just got home yesterday. What a trip it was. Will have to write more about it later…

J is still doing great after his surgery, as if nothing ever happened and he’s breathing great and feeling outstanding. Yay.

I finished my classes, though grades haven’t been posted yet. Am waiting… But they’re done and next semester doesn’t start till January 14th so I have a bit of a breather here to catch up on work and get the house and my desk organized. It needs it, after the accident I just let everything go to hell in a handbasket, basically. So my desk is just out of control.

I am cleaning out my email as well. What a joy that is, to see emails I haven’t answered or dealt with in months. Whatever. It was a hard year, so everyone can kiss my ass.

Meanwhile, for the first time in a long time, I feel almost normal. Sane. Relaxed. On track. All those things that had been stripped from me for a while.

I feel like myself again. I don’t feel like I’m being driven by strange outside forces that are foreign to me. I feel like I’m behind the wheel again.

I’ll end with some humor from cleaning my email out. One I received recently from my boyfriend while he was at work:

Subject: ultra nerd

“So I just felt that I had a big zit/bump/thing on my lip but didn’t feel like going all the way back to the bathroom to get it.

So I fired up the iSight, checked it out and popped it right here at my desk.

Oh yeah. Sweet relief.”