Mamarati

I mean, can I really be OK with right now?

I feel like I need to be looking over my shoulder for the next stressful event to happen or for my relaxed state of mind to washed away in an instant.

Self-inflicted or not.

Surely this can’t last.

Whatever. I’m going to enjoy it while it does last.

In other news… we’re painting the house.

And we’re about to go on a road trip.

And Jacob is about to go to camp with his dad.

I wish I had something profound to say but really, I’m just enjoying reading for pleasure lately and pulling myself together after what seems like nonstop GO GO GO for the last 20 or so years of my life. I feel like this is my first break from … ? things in as long as I can remember.

It’s really quite nice.