Mamarati

I am going to see how it goes without some pain medicine. Today is definitely not the day.

It hurts.

I think I have some nerve damage. There are parts of my tongue that I can’t feel too well and when i stick my tongue out it does this weird tingly thing in spots.

I am about to hit my euphoria in a minute.

It occurs to me that I shouldn’t answer work e-mail when I’m all cracked out.

Another reason I want to go no meds tomorrow. I want to be able to work some.

Jacob has been supersweet today.

I am so tired. I should nap.

On top of all this I started my period. Did I mention that?

Ugh. I can’t wait for it all to be over and feel like myself again.

Except myself without painful teeth. That will be different.